Happiness can be fun, I guess.

Hi guys.

You know those days where you scroll aimlessly through the internet looking for something to do, or read because you're that bored? Well I was doing that the other day and I came across the best article that inspired me to write this. 

At this present moment, Im going through a bit of shit. My anxiety has come back in full force, Im struggling with motivation to do anything and im finding it quite hard being on my own at the moment which is strange, because i usually hate company. 

Although, i've already written something something like this I thought i'd do it again because the other one is quite old and my tastes and habits have changed quite drastically in the past two years and we long-standing readers of this awful blog will know how much I like to write a good ole list. 

I usually give myself a number that i keep to and its usually ten, im just gonna keep going until I run out of things that make me happy because why not. 

1. Cathy and my best buds, also known as my mum, Hannah, Emily, Ellie, and Jenny. 
2. Cats. 
3. Dancing around my room in my underwear
4. Putting makeup on
5. New purfume
6. Long walks around pitville park (usually quite late at night)
7. Receiving things in the post that arent bills
8. Online shopping
9. Shopping around town
10. Being paid
11. A good hug when you need it (Quite a big part of my happiness)
12. Being drunk and one of my fav songs come on
13. The smell of fresh washing
14. Banter
15. New things 
16. Food
17. Sleep
18. Having girly nights where I do my eyebrows and put a facemask on
19. Taking my bra off at the end of the day
20. Having a good cry when things arent going right. 
21. Facetiming Megan
22. Making other people smile
23. Manners (IMPORTANT)
24. Getting 11 likes on an instagram post
25. A good cup of tea
26. That weather thats cold enough to have to wear a coat but not rainy
27. Popping bubble wrap
28. Knowing that you havnt got anything to do that requires effort the next day
29. That person that always makes you happy actually making effort
30. Crawling into cold sheets
31. Going on a date that turns out well
32. Getting the window seat on a train
33. Finding a pen you love and not losing it straight away
34. Making someone cry with laughter
35. Having something to smile about. 
36. Listening to someone tell a story that makes them happy.
37. Waking up and realising you dont have to awake for a few more hours
38. Cats. (repeated and not even sorry)
39. Websites like Buzzfeed and Tumblr.
40. Disney songs
41. Getting a nice text off your family
42. Having something to look forward to (Amsterdam)
43. The smell of flavoured coffee
44. Getting your eyeliner perfect
45. Being kissed on the forehead.
46. Being right
47. Going to a till and finding out something is on sale
48. Spending time with people that love you
49. Someone trusting you with something they dont want others to know
50. Having a "confident" day

:-) 

Hope you enjoyed that little nugget.

Enjoy your new year!

TTYL,

Kirst x